A no life week

It's gonna be a no life week, perhaps, 2 weeks.
it's gonna be rushing assignment, going to class, work like hell,
trying to sleep, trying to eat.

What I really regret is. I didnt get my previous semesters notes out,
it's now really killing me,
all the research and work,
all gone,
now I just have to spend all my time,
going thru books all over again,
waste my stupid time.

now Im lacking of every resources to keep me go on,
lack of this, lack of that.
Not to mention to get a stupid PC to do my stupid research, I dun even have any time to do any research.

its gonna be rocky again.

Am gonna have 2 weeks break for my exam,
then, I wont be having any income for 2 months,
then changing

Big aim

aiming for a 4 flat this sem.
With minimum time to study,
I believe I still can do it.

Big aim

aiming for a 4 flat this sem.
With minimum time to study,
I believe I still can do it.

Beautiful days

I've been having fever for the past 3 days,
vomitting during work time,
having serious sore throat.

After 3 days of rest,
finally,
I still haven recover.
I still need to work,
cz I no MC,
no money.

I wrote my resignation letter yesterday,
I can't take the pressure over here anymore,
I need something less tired,
so that I still have energy to study after work.
Now, everything is still at pending,
until my last day,
I'll then start my studies.

A woohooo day

for the past 2 weeks I've did enough just to almost get myself kicked out of college,
create a big headache for everyone,
make myself famous

I failed my bike test,
!@#$%^&*@#$%^&

Wednesday was the day everything was solved,
My licenses, my studies.

Im now still having headaches, how do I keep up with studies,
how to have time for assignments.

People just always think they're right,
they always think how good they are,
how great they are,
how much they have help others.

They strongly believe that their little help is like they're the angel of other's life,
They think that people should treat them by polishing their shoe with the tongue.

However,
they just didn't know,
they do not have the rights to hurt others,
and thinking just because they are the "savior".

They think that,
no matter what their mistakes are,
they should be forgiven.

oh wait,
they never admits their mistake,
and they keep putting the blame on another person and ask the other person to grow up.
Blaming on others, yet wan to be forgiven.

A painful journey

It's a painful journey I'm going thru,
Each time I wake up, I curse the world for being unfair,
I can't get enough of sleep everyday,
I have to even skip class so that I can have time to sleep.

It has been 2 weeks and I haven't even touch my book,
and skipping 3 days of class didn't make it better.

I used to look down at people who comes in late to class,
and have their blur face throughout the class,
yet, Im now one of them.

Haven't been seeing my dear for the past 2 weeks,
It has only been work and class, by the time Im home, he's ady asleep,
And the cycle goes again everyday.

I remember studying the pearl during high school,
where that lady have to work her ass off,
then she 10 years later,
she looks tired, old, rough and pathetic.
Am I turning into her?
WTF, who cares.

All I care now is sleep,
there's nothing better than sleep.

For the past 2 months,
it has been some of the most painful journey of my life,
but it still can't be compared with what is before these 2 months,
where my life is threatened,
my dear's life and career is threatened,
I was ill treated,
I wasn't given money for food.
I was accused,
I was blamed.

The beginning of my working life was so terible,
I was pressured to the max,
tears kept falling down,
I felt that, WTF is my life this way,
But to think back,
nothing is worst than what I had before,
the scold, the blame, the accusation, the pressure.

I just can't accept how people can be so mean,
so selfish,
they don't mind hurting people as long as they think they might have a chance to get what they want,
and when they lose it,
they start regretting their action,
they want back what they lose,
and that is karma.

X'mas wishlist

It's my 5th year blogging,
and it's been wonderful.

every year we have xmas wishlist, new year resolution and so on,
now Im gonna do my xmas wishlist first lor.

1. Hopefully my first salary is enough to cover my debts.
2. Hopefully my 2nd salary time, I can be stable.
3. I wanna see my dear happy everyday.
4. Hope to take good care of my dear when we stay together soon.
5. By 3rd salary, I hope I can start buying necessity like clothes, pillow.
6.

Mr. Skinny Bone

I am skinny,
way too skinny,
but my brother skinnier than me...LOL

Was playing with the phone,
then start camwhoring like nobody's business again.







note-Purple pillow covering..

ps-dun start counting how many moles I have on my body...LOL

Meow

Announcement!!!!

1st..I'll be moving to www.charlesmonkey.com
2nd, I just finish my finals.
3rd, New member of the family, my 2nd wife, D60.
4th, I'll be perfoming in the French music festival, singing yodelling.28thJune08.

Well, That's all for this blog..should be continueing there d.

I've moved to www.charlesmonkey.com

Presentation day

Today's presentation day again...
1 down, 3 more to go..
having finals these 2 weeks, and having presentation in between aint helping.

Anyway, topic today was stress management,
The irony is, I'm stress preparing it.

Anyway,
Had fun

Coke+MSG=Rape case?

Lately there's this rumor that says combining Coke and Ajinomoto can create Aphrodisiac, which will increase sexual desire...

In this case, people use it to spike drinks so they can rape girls

B'day surprise...

on 20th, eve of my b'day,
11.59pm, suddenly I hear door bell..
It was the lala gang aka, barbarians aka bear family.

Thx Mama bear, Able bear, emo bear and cincai bear...LOL

Thx for the pizza, the cake, the surprise of cz..Really vr kamtong.




Oh yea, this is how the cake looks like..
I rmb 10 years back, we use to have this kinda cake 4 b'day..LOL..kinda brings back the childhood memory.
10 years later, we teenagers are pampered with secret recipes and so on...

Oh yea, I dunno whether is it cz I was drunk or wht,
I purposely cut the cake this way,
OMG!!Damn freaking annoying right?LOL

Anyway, thx to Barbarian Gang.Kamtong kao kao.

19th....finallly

I am officially older now.
Am Having a hang over now, update later...LOL

The guy behind the camera

This is how I look like in real life when I'm shooting.
The nerdy, geeky kinda guy..LOL
The guy never look like someone tht would hold a camera...
LOL, seriously, I dunno the proper way of holding a cam..
and....and..I dunno how to use a tripod..WTF



























Thx Ming for taking all these shots when I weren't aware.

Stuck Alone

Took this at Air Itam Dam..

Earth Hour

Earth Hour, Love the environment.
Earth Hour this year is 28th Feb.
This is my 2nd year doing it.
Just turn off yr lights for an hour....then camwhore with candle...LOL





This is my camwhore pix for last year's earth Hour.

Exam fever

It's exam again..
and I'm having flu..ish..

p/s:Currently studying on a topic called "sexual harassment" .

888th post

Yea,
This is my 888th post.
Some are kept draft due to sensitive issues.

Have being blogging for the 5th year.